I saw Fight Club at Prince Charles Cinema in Leicester Square and walked home via Wardour Street and Old Compton Street. I was feeling odd and panicky and strung out - I couldn't breathe. I got stopped in front of Balanse by a young man and he wouldn't let me pass. He was wearing a puffy jacket and had a friendly face but he was too high for it all to be charming.
On the corner of Dean Street I felt like giving up on love even though I haven't really given it a chance after I lost in a battle of love against drugs. On the corner of Soho Square I felt like fighting. Something about violent movies always revs me up. By the time I got home I was already exhausted by the wind, the constant flow of black cabs, the party-goers and the tramps.
I want to learn to write like Palahniuk or Bukowski or Kerouac or Hemingway. Someday I will.
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