Last night I overdosed on caffeine and messages that were borderline explicit. I felt exhausted just breathing.
So for the first time ever I wrote like a maniac. The page was blank and hostile, waiting for words to be bled on it. The quiet hostility of a blank page is the worst judge you can ever have. But I stared at the blank page and told the blank page to go screw itself.
And I wrote in a fury that only a supremely amateur and close-to-boring writer can achieve.
I closed my eyes and I wrote.
I did not stop until I was done.
I'm not sure if I have a sun inside me, I'm not sure if I ever will
but at least I tried.
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